Monday, 25 February 2008

Not Again Part 2

Sighs... Why is my life so miserable these few days? Hmm just got invited from a friend for a drink and i rejected it cause i had a lot of things to do yet i need to sleep early, and he doesn't sound happy.. Well i wish i can hang out with him but i really can't.. Unless I'll be dead tomorrow... Sighs Felt so guilty about it...
Anyway i wish i didn't blog about "Making Fun On Other Religions" because i think i did hurt the others.. Well i guess so.. Unless they are not a sensitive freak like me!!! I tought they wouldn't open my blog but who knows? I think now my friends will look at me differently from now on... How i wish that didn't happen and how i wish i could turn back the time and think before i do anything.. Sighss!!! I wish there's a memory remover device like the one in Man In Black which delete the last thing you remembered and use it on me... So i can forget about everything and proceed on...

I think i really need a vacation to start all over when I'm back... But... I can't afford to go travelling and i need my money to get a new phone...
Well, i just think that I'm just having a bad day that's all, or in other words, "bad month", or "unlucky month"... I wish things didn't go this way..

Anyway i think I'm the prob, I used to think that I'm very kind, I'm smart, I'm thin, I'm special and etc, I'm generous, everyone liked me and so on... but you're not sean!!!!, you are not special, you are not smart, and you are not even kind at all!!! I can tell that a lot of your friends didn't like you at all, they just pretend to fake a smile at you so you can have that pleasant feeling to be around... Like the guy who always ask you for lunch for instance, I don't think he really liked you either!!! Why they didn't like you? Cause you're nasty and you're an idiot who always think about yourself instead of others, and you're a sensitive freak who can't take a joke, and you are a difficult person to live with!!! And you also used to criticize on a friend of your that he's annoying, stupid, and etc, and you also used to criticize on other people's singing talent and see what you turn out to be? it stroke back at you sean!!! Anyway i guess you didn't change a bit since primary school, you are still the same old idiot that everyone hates in class!!! And what about all your assignments? When are you gonna finish it? Are you gonna be the same old douchbag who never wanna finish you homework? As a concious, i say this is for your own good!!!

I did post about criticizing on others which titled: "Speak No Evil, It'll Strike Back". It's really true that we shouldn't criticize and make fun of others cause now it all stroke back at me and i feel so fucked up and miserable... If this continues, i think I'll be in the mental hospital...

Well, i guess i just gotta leave the past behind and forget about it... Wonder what it's like tomorrow... I just hope it will be a better and happier tommorow for me...

1 comment:

MissQQ said...

hey..no u're the only one who is sensitive kay??? im oso but then im just being sensitive at home.. n i dunno y im not sensitive among my frens.. coz i think frens is the one who giving me comfort n supporting although they giving in a wrong way.. nah.. u're not sensitive freak.. actually for me, u're just being matured... nothing wrong about it.. well, u're smart u knows about computer stuffs n updated...n i didnt.. u know what.. i think that virgos always think negatively.. n virgos need positive thought of frens.. well, i think u shouldnt delete the blog tat u talked about religion stuff.. we read ur blog is becoz we wana know more about u n care for u.. not to say ur sensitive freak.. if my frens didnt read my blog im really think tat my frens didnt care for me.. hahahahah~ hmph.. mayb ur comfortable in the way i said or the other way round.. i just wana tell u tat my best fren oso virgo zodiac n i knew her for almost 8 years.. n i think u're better than her coz she always kept her stuff but she will tell me just a bit a late.. i just wish tat she can write a blog like u n i can know what had happened to her everyday n giving her my comfort as a best fren.. cheer up dude!! u're not lefted out by frens..honestly..