Sighs... Today is a very sad day for me and my family... My grandmother was admitted to the hospital on April 3rd which is a Monday, and the doctor said that her rotten left leg need to chop off, and after 2 days which is today, they say she only have 24 hours more to live, so they didn't chop off her leg... And now is already less than 24 hours... And when me and my brother went to SGH to see her, my mum told me and my brother that my grandma only have 24 hours to live, then i was really hurt to hear that and felt like crying, then i just hold my tears from rolling down my cheeks trying to hide my sadness.. Then when we we're in the car on the way to tell my dad about it in Sarawak Club where he always play tennis there every evening, the minute my mum enter the car, she cried immediately. She said she needed a place to cry, and in the car is the perfect spot. Then, i was very sad so i cried silently on the back seat while on the way to Sarawak club to tell my dad about it... And the minute i reach home, the minute i enter my bedroom, i sobbed badly letting my feelings out, when i was having a shower, i sobbed badly again... After that, i felt so much better...
After all that, we went to the hospital to see her again after we had our dinner, luckily i manage to see her awake this time and she was looking at me, i was holding her hand, which i always did when i was a kid.. Thinking of all those sweet memories i had with her.. Because she's the one who raised me when i was a toddler, yet, i'm very close to her... That's why it hurts so bad to see her that way... And my mum also prepared a funeral just now... Well i guess that's life, no one in this world can live forever, everyone just had to face this one day.. Anyway she can be happier in heaven and yet she can be closer to god and be with my grandfather... I just hope i can see her again tomorrow...
Well, its kinda late now and i need to go to bed..
P.S: I love you with all my heart grandma, thanks for everything that you have done for me, you are the best... Although we will be loosing you soon but your memories will always remain in us... May god bless you..
Love = Your grandson, Sean Poh...
2 comments:
Yup ... no one can live forever ... maybe it's better for her .. at least she doesn't need to suffer so much ... appreciate the time yeah ...
i just read this post. n i miss mamak alot. my frens dad passed away few days ago. n i think they r goin tru wat u did couple of months ago. so i guess life is full of nonsense. yet many great things do happen which i hate alot coz its all in memories. sigh.
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